Possibly going to ER!
Oct 30, 2018
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this is my story and welcome to it I
hope you guys are having a great start
to your guyses day I it has been a good
start to my Monday morning I am on my
way to counseling it's 9:45 about 15
minutes to hopefully get my copy on
really something
so today is my first official date on my
thyroid pill so let's see how this all
works remember yesterday I was telling
you guys how my lights will yeah I
pretty sure I told you guys yesterday
that my legs were itching really bad and
they have been they've been itching or
really really bad all weekend long well
my whole body has been
but I woke up this ball let's see last
night I went to bed at 12:30 and I did
not actually fall asleep until over this
morning
Esther I could not get comfortable I
could not get comfortable it was just
like a non-stop ordeal between the two
of us and so I didn't end up going to
sleep until 4:00 which as a mom that's
weapons by I woke up this morning to my
part of my lower right leg so where my
calf to my ankle connect it's really
really red hot to the touch and it hurts
so bad
and I suffer from
cellulitis I've had really really bouts
of the bad bouts of it and I've had
minors my worst one was back in 2009 I
actually had an open wound that stayed
open for a year like Oh boom we're
talking to a woman if I can try and take
a picture of the scar and post it in
here I will
right
this morning I think I'm I woke up with
a cellulitis freakout I don't know for
sure but he usually attacks like the
inside of your bone like it literally
feels like like I don't know how to
describe it but it almost feels like
your bone on the inside of your leg is
completely bruised and not just that it
feels like your legs really really stiff
and it's hot to the touch
it feels like acid on your skin yeah
it's not a great it's not a pretty
picture I'm not jumping to conclusions
though I'm gonna wait it out a little
bit and just see if that's what's going
on I'm pretty 99% sure that's what it is
and they just put me on some antibiotics
if if it is that and it usually goes
away pretty quick but it can definitely
make me very very sick so please keep me
in your prayers that this is not what it
is I have not actually had a breakout of
cellulitis since a month before I found
out I was pregnant with Omar I had an
pretty nasty breakout and I went on
antibiotics for it and then it was a
month later I found out that I was
pregnant with him so it's been quite a
while and it's anybody can get
cellulitis it's not an in particular
type of person it's not because you're
fat it's not because you don't take care
of yourself it has nothing to do with
that a person a babies infants can get
cellulitis it's something in the gene of
your body I don't 100% understand it but
I do know that my doctor has told me in
the past that it has nothing to do with
weight it has nothing to do with any of
that it is just flat something and I get
it in my legs I've had it one time under
my armpit and that was after I got my
Tdap shot when I was pregnant with Omar
so yeah I guess I did have about a bit
then and so I cannot ever get the Tdap
shot
good morning good morning how are you
good good
I am gonna do a medium we just your
freedom Jim yeah I want sugar-free
something yeah but I want something with
a little bit of coffee an inch a little
bit anything with the breath obviously
anything with the breve or a latte is
gonna be sugar for guys like the milks
already sugar-free
can I do a there's one that I used to
order all the time and it was like a
Milky Way but hold the chocolate milk I
think it was so we can do that so we so
like the Milky Way says essentially like
okay and so we can do that with brevet
and make it sugar-free so we will use
our chocolate milk we would use the
breve and then do like sugar-free
chocolate in it okay
yeah we do that yeah heist no ice and if
you double stamp this one today is that
gonna fill that one up I can't count
this yeah I think so
got a ton of them up here that are
filled but I use those ones on my days
where I don't wanna spend money
yeah I'm gonna name is
beep recently fine
I'll trade you and I'll meet you right
up there okay okay
nice
thank you dear
Thanks five minutes to make it over the
bridge when he comes back anyways after
this then I'm gonna take some me time I
think I'm gonna go and look at the
Dollar Tree and Keiser and go look at
the target dollar spot it's probably it
I don't really have a lot to do today I
just wanted to spend a little bit of
time by myself but Ollie also has to go
to DMV today so I'll make it work
buzzes so nasty I think I'm gonna have
to take my I have this hanging behind my
phone cover and I have my new phone
plate up and because it's metal it's
connecting to the to the magnet so I
think I'm gonna have to take my pretty
down the other way done put it up so
it's not gonna go anywhere especially
I am so sorry I forgot to ask for a
double top
oh yeah there's uh yeah I can run it
real quick I do not understand that song
it says something a million times you're
a jerk
why oh well he told me the other day he
says honey he's like I'm gonna come
famous I said you are and he says yeah
I'm gonna come famous I'm gonna write a
song I was like you are thank you and
have a great Monday
he's like yeah I'm not I'm gonna become
famous
there was like whole baby I was like I
like I told you a million times I will
always support your dreams no matter
what I'm just gonna say it and this and
that and I'm like are you kidding me
I looked at I'm like this is so not your
character to talk like this like what
what happened to my husband and where is
yet he started laughing he's like while
you suddenly listen these songs where
they say fifty thousand times over I'm a
jerk I'm a jerk I'm a jerk and people
love it I'm a jerk so he's like why
can't I say something I'm sure that no
matter what I say as long as I'm saying
something to a beat people are gonna
like me and like sing about stinky farts
your children would probably enjoy it
and they I'm sure would love it
kill that your inform real quick he's so
funny though
oh yeah that coffees talkin news to me
I gotta caramelize her but it's all
sugar-free so anyways so yeah
yesterday's vlog was a dud like I said
I'm wondering if my body was brewing
this cellulitis infection if that's why
I wasn't 100% plus I just I really just
wanted to relax like I just wanted to
take a day for myself and it felt so
good you guys like I feel so refreshed I
feel really really really good so I
think I needed that little vamp of just
doing absolutely nothing you know I did
clean my room I cleaned the bathrooms
got the kitchen cleaned up
Jeremiah wanted to the mop he loves her
mom so he loves to mop I'm like whatever
so he mocked and he got his whole room
clean and he decided he wanted to
rearrange his room he arranged it all by
himself because only come home he's like
oh he rearranged oh my his room no I
thought you meant cleaning it I was like
no so they'll on site I was doing
something and I just popped my head into
his room to see if you know what got
cleaned and oh yeah he rearranged his
dresser his bed I'm like ol somebody
wanted to a spring cleaning
free range anyways so yeah it was it was
nice I got what I needed done done and
now felt good because sometimes I can't
get things done that I want to get done
so I got the things done that I needed
to get done and now so anyways I am now
going in for my counseling session when
I get out I will go ahead and check in
with you guys let you know what we
talked about I don't know how to shut
this off you know without my arm being
in the way see I guess I can go through
this alright I'll check on you soon hey
so I just got to Dollar Tree and I
thought that I would look around and see
what they have
my god these are so cute um but anyways
I was thinking of just looking around
see what they've got and then I'll show
you if I get anything but I just want to
check in with you guys and once you know
I'm out of counseling and
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lying alone trying not to sleep I shall
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oh you guys I'm so Wow talk about what
seemed to pass out um I made the word
will give me a letter I'm like I need
water but I hope you guys enjoyed that I
I know that I am not very good at
vlogging inside stores I try to be but I
am just I suck at it I did get a few
things I got coloring book for each of
the babies because they're really into
this coloring thing not so much Maya and
writing you know he's in school all the
time so he can care less about the whole
coloring aspect he's just like don't put
another piece of paper in my hands but
for the babies and
right now they're into this thing I
don't know why but they are so into this
thing about getting a hold of my markers
well the problem is my markers are
coming to markers and I you because I
use them for a lot of my DIY stuff
I even having Ezra with permanent marker
on her body and I'm just like oh my gosh
you gotta stop so while I was in there I
was like you know I'm just gonna look
and see if they carry marker since
that's what they're running and so I
went ahead and I did find washable
markers so I was a fool I'll get those
and then I got them each a chlorine book
and then I got something else I'm gonna
do I'm I'll show you guys but I'll show
you when I'm putting them together maybe
I'll do one tonight if I get a chance
because it won't take me or anyone I've
actually very good one and I could
probably combine two craps until one
craft corner we'll see but anyway so I
picked up dolls and then I picked up a
couple little of the small dishes they
come in at three in a pack to put my
paints and something when I painting
because I don't really have anything to
put my paint in so I've been happy to
use like the bowls and stuff from the
kitchen which is fine because they're
non-toxic and sup but I like to keep my
craft stuff separate from my household
usage so picked up a couple of those I
was gonna pick up also some baskets to
do my work and I seen him on my craft
show but I really want the color paint
because I want to do turquoise in peace
and they didn't
they had a couple pink coins but the
rest were like white blue green and I
don't want multiple different colors and
I don't like I could have done the right
but they just you know I'm really
wanting to pause blue so back and I'll
just wait until I go to another dollar
so you can see if they have them and
that's something that can actually wait
into like next month or something so
anyways and then I got a laundry basket
because we needed another laundry basket
and I personally like the Dollar Tree
baskets they're not like the the
Longford ones they're not bad at all for
my family because we literally just take
it we literally take the clothes out of
the dryer and put them into the basket
take them to my bed I dump them the
basket goes back on the dryer so the
kids like it it can be cheap and it's
totally okay oh yeah can you can see
right there
so anyways and see my laundry baskets
pink my let's see my laundry baskets
pink my trash cans pink so that's why I
want to kind of tie in a little bit of
pink to my room so
yeah that's what I'm doing but other
than that that was it but I got a couple
things I was gonna do another wreath but
I have so much stuff to use for wreaths
that I decided to go ahead and put this
stuff back that I was gonna use for a
wreath and wait because I already have a
snowman breeze and the one I was gonna
get it was a peeling but I was just like
why am I gonna read you know I'm gonna
remake something that I already have
like it would have been different but
I'm waiting cuz I'm just gonna I'm gonna
do my New Year's one so I just kind of
have to wait for New Year stuff to kind
of come out so I can make it up
I think that's it and now I'm on my way
to Kaiser Kaiser man Kaiser I'm on my
way to target it's to just go look
around I don't think I'm gonna get
anything I say that every time in them I
really I don't think I'm gonna get
anything just because most of the dollar
section I think is Christmas stuff which
is fine but I don't mean any Christmas
stuff so I've had a lot of people ask me
about the holidays and what we celebrate
what we don't so
Christmas has never been an important
holiday to me as it is because with my
childhood Christmas was always resembled
a very sad and miserable time for me
because Christmas Eve was always the
night that we me and my brother were
told to pack our bags and we're gonna go
to the new home and that happened for 11
straight years so we always resembled
Christmas as getting basically loaded up
with our stuff and path to the new
family so Christmas time has always just
been a very emotional time for me so it
was never an important holiday for me at
all ever and Halloween I just like
Halloween I don't like the scary
costumes my kids right now awareness are
both at this age where that type of
stuff is affecting them so like even on
TV
even on TV sorry go ahead
even on TV Esther will see something she
will wig literally she totally like wigs
so why would I put my child in that
position to have to see that stuff so I
and I just I personally just don't like
it and Thanksgiving we don't celebrate
it either
not for any holidays that we do that we
do celebrate are our two ayats which are
in our holidays of our religion movie
all over - I'm getting out and we also
do like New Year's we do we do New
Year's we do for the July I mean there's
a lot that we do do but there are just
some that we don't and doesn't make us a
bad person it doesn't make people bad
person for celebrating it
it's just our impersonal thing don't
feel like you can't
reach out to us because you definitely
can and I would love just still hear
from you guys and your stories of the
holidays that you share so definitely
fill me in because I still enjoy
listening and hearing the stories
okay let me get situated you guys I am
going in a car today because my leg
this flared up and it's hurting really
bad but I will check in with you guys in
just a minute
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okay I am just getting back into the car
from talk I didn't find anything I mean
I had stuff in my cart and by the end I
ended up taking it all back out and
putting it back but I got some good
footage of me in the store show you guys
some things some alternans
nice wood anyways so I ended up putting
this stuff back I just you know if
sometimes you have to be careful is a
compulsive buying or is it just you know
things that you really need or you know
stuff like that and for me sometimes I
have to be cautious with that because I
can sometimes compulsively buy and
that's not good either
so so I went ahead and I end up putting
back this stuff
because there was nothing that I needed
they had a diaper bag that looked like a
purse oh my gosh
and it was normally like almost 40 bucks
and it was on sell for 20 I was this
close to getting it this close cuz it's
really cute really pretty actually I
mean it looks like a purse but then I
was just like why am I gonna do that
when you know I just I I need to be
careful especially if I'm wanting to get
my Cricut machine and stuff I need to be
more cautious you know so get things
that are you know that I need and things
like that but if it's just things like
that like a purse or something that's
not needed I still I have the person I
got my last time I was here at Target
and I haven't even used it yet it's
still hanging in my closet it's almost
just like this one I could taupe which I
love those
so no point in going and getting another
bag but I am a compulsive buyer when it
comes to purses like you guys will see
that with me but anyways so now I am on
my way to Walgreens really quick I
needed to check to see if they are
carrying I'm looking for certain brand
of artificial nails so I'd like to do my
nails maybe today right now I still have
these woods on which are fine they're
still I mean they're hanging on really
well so I don't have to do them right
now and again that was another thing I
was I looked at Target but Target wants
eight bucks for their nails and I mean
they were okay don't get me wrong but
they weren't really what I wanted so I
was like why am I gonna settle like you
know if I don't if I don't 100% love
them then why am I gonna allow myself to
keep having to just settle because I
just want to buy something and so I
decided to move forward and just like
okay nevermind I'm not gonna get it
because you know they were pretty but
they just want what I was looking for I
don't really know exactly what I'm
looking for the hard thing is is I do
like nude colors I do but and that's
really what's in right now because of
fall
but I am like a bright knelled person I
like bright colors I like my cheery
colors so it's really hard when you're
buying already pre-done knows because
they clearly you're not gonna get the
colors that you want so Amy who that's
what I am doing no I am just gonna try
and get around this maybe if I can
figure this out I will flip you guys
around
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flip you guys around okay
I don't know how this is gonna work you
guys like I told you guys this is the
new phone cover that I just got her not
to the new clunker the new phone holder
so unfortunately guys are seen the kind
of the clip which is kind of annoying I
know I will try and play with that and
figure it all out but for today I guess
that's just how it's gonna have to be
I hate these roundabouts does anybody
else have these roundabouts in your
guys's state they are so confusing I
hate them I don't get the point of them
seriously how the time I end up going
around the stupid thing over and over
and over because I can't figure out how
to get out of him yes it's raining
really nasty
okay that's gonna be annoying to you
guys I'm sorry because of the rain it
was just making it lorry and then you
can see the black part I need to figure
out how to adjust that so that you guys
can see but not be seen the film holder
I'll play with
always like honey bring me a Red Bull
Run in here I was already over here some
little bitty locust Daltrey was the baby
it's so good I thought it would fight
yeah okay lets me go in I probably am
gonna log in here cuz I want to make it
kind of stuffy but I will check in with
you guys when I get back okay so I I
mean I was talking only for a few
minutes so I'm sorry I didn't check in
with you guys soon store but I did find
some really pretty mouth I'm a little
nervous because they are the impress
brand and I already got a set of
impressed brand and I didn't care for
them because they felt very flimsy but
I'm gonna give it another shot and just
try I never put them on I ended up just
taking them back but they ended up only
being three dollars because they were on
sell so I was like okay was three for
three dollars I'd rather just go ahead
and try them rather than spending seven
whatever it is 789 or 788 or something
like that
so I went ahead and picked up these ones
and they're really really pretty so I'm
excited to put those ones on take these
ones off and I don't know if I'll do it
today but it's something I will be
working towards and then I think that
was oh my god it was just you know I was
looking up the gel product so they have
the gel nail polish just a regular gel
nail polish that you don't have to use
they if you like flirt but there are
like 10 bucks for a bottle and I don't
have the clear that goes over the top I
have the glare UV but I don't have the
clear regular and I'm just like oh it
would have been 20 bucks just to get the
color and the clear top the clear though
or you can get a combined set those are
sixteen dollars
and they really didn't have very many
pretty colors that you can really choose
from and then on top of that you're
gonna have to buy the the tips to do it
and I was just like you know I'm really
not feeling it I don't again I really am
trying my hardest to be as cautious as I
can when it comes to spending money I
know that it's easy especially when
you're used to just being able to buy
when you want but if I'm really wanting
to start this business with a Cricut I
have to buckle down and stop spending so
much money where it doesn't need to be
spent so with said I end up putting all
that back and the impressed they were
789 and I was like okay I'll spend the 7
but I see no because I really really
really really want to get my nails put
on but then when I got up there and I
was checking out there were 349 I'm like
oh hey better than I knew they're on
sale so I could have technically got to
you for the price of well yeah - for
almost the price of one but it's alright
I didn't need to spend more money there
are three bucks called a good deal and
leave it at that
so and they're like a fallish nude color
but they're really pretty so I'm okay
with it they didn't have some bright
neon yellow one or orange ones but
I wasn't filling it so I'm just like and
then all the other ones that they have
they're all like that pointy cat melon I
don't know why I just I just can't get
myself to do it
I've done the coffin and the coffins
okay
and I clip like these ones are coffin
tips but I clipped him down to make them
flat square or whatever and they look
more natural but I just I'm not all into
that so these ones are squared I like
those so anyways alright you guys I am
pulling into my house my husband is
patiently waiting for the his Red Bull
he was like what do you want kids must
be fun so I am here at the house I am
gonna go and see my babies and my hubby
OB and then I think that's it so anyways
I will check in with you guys a little
bit later I don't think I am going
anywhere for the rest of the day so it
is going to be down relaxation time
my leg is absolutely killing me so
because of that I really will not be
doing much today so the next time you
see me it might be when I'm closing my
vlog hey you guys so I clearly have not
logged since I've been home from the
stores earlier I don't know how many of
you guys know what cellulitis is but
it's like a form of an infection in the
tissue of your body and I have suffered
with it before like PI 2 or 3 times in
the past I haven't dealt with it
sits Omar was
or no um well let's see I was a month
before I found out I was pregnant with
Omar I had a really bad bout of it and
then when I got my Tdap shot from being
pregnant with him or while I was
pregnant with him I got it in my arm
really bad and that stuff is so painful
and I noticed that my leg was starting
to kind of itch but I didn't even think
about it because like I said I haven't
dealt with it like a few years so it was
like the last thing on my mind that it
would be something in this form but
through the night I didn't go to bed
until four o'clock this morning hmm
excuse me um but it was because my leg
was hurting me and as her could not get
comfortable for the life of her so in
return she tossed and turned and caused
me to toss and turn oh
co-sleeping never ever ever would do
that again anyways but I noticed
something like was starting to get
really sore this afternoon I was just
like darn it you know I'm gonna have to
go home early because I'm just not
feeling it like my legs really hurting
oh-ho and it was sore but there was like
no red it was nothing like there was
nothing to be careful with or whatever
so you know it's whatever but about two
hours later my leg so inflamed and it
hurts so bad
like bad bad and I took my blood
pressure and my first reading was 208
over 98 and then an hour later I took it
again and it was 158 over 89 I think
something like that
look to pick two of my leg and it was
98.7 I think and so I called my urgent
care are my doctor and they literally
were only gonna be open for an hour so
the lady's like well you know try and
come in if you can if can't you know go
ahead and just try and get in tomorrow
and I was like okay I said no with my
blood pressure readings is that still
okay and she's like oh I didn't I wasn't
aware sorry my kids they're both so
tired I've been in my room all afternoon
sleeping and don't know cuz I just
haven't felt good but uh anyways so I I
told her my blood pressure readings and
she was like oh my god she's like that
that's a whole nother story she's like
no don't wait until you know tomorrow oh
you need to be seen if you can't get
into urgent care you need to go down to
the emergency room oh my god this is
great because clearly as you can hear my
kids are not being the best my husband's
like he's really nervous because of
everything going on with me and you know
so it's not it just hasn't been a very
relaxed atmosphere in this house today
well this afternoon so anyway so I laid
down cuz I was just like well what am I
supposed to do and you know he was like
well you know you could either go the
hospital or what I mean what do you want
to do and I'm like I don't know what to
do I'm asking you so I opted to go ahead
and just lay down and take a nap and I
did that I slept for probably about an
hour maybe maybe about an hour hour and
a half something like that and then I
woke up or I woke up to him checking on
me and he took my temperature and my
body temperature this is one of those
ones that you have to read to the temple
so
see you 98.5 is for that temp and my leg
let me see if I can flip this around
that's where the rat like duh whatever
you call it
inflammation shot and temperature to my
leg
is 99.9 so I'm running basically a
hundred temperature in my leg it's one
very spawn like you can tell it it's
really swollen it's really hard like
like anything to touch hurts you can't
touch it without me just wanting to
scream it's very stiff let's just say I
am just not really feeling very good
today I am I am well I mean I went to
the stores and stuff today and Dollar
Tree my leg was starting to hurt like
even more but it wasn't too too bad by
the time I got to target my leg was
killing me that I went ahead and went in
one of those motor carts and I didn't
stay in there for very long because I
just was starting to really fill blah
and then I had to stop by Walgreens
really coax I was looking for some
vitamins which they didn't have but I
was just in and out with Walgreens cuz I
wasn't up to walking around at all so
yeah I don't know I don't know what's
gonna happen I very well might end up in
an ambulance to the hospital in a little
bit because if the temperature is gonna
keep rising the the scary thing is is it
can get into my bloodstream got cause
septic except dis something like that it
can get into my lymph nodes
so it's definitely not something to play
with but it's like the worst timing ever
my kids are being horrible
there of course reacting because they
know mom's not feeling good so of course
it's just like the whole house is just
an uproar and like you know and then
you've got my husband that because he's
wanting to fix everything and he can't
he's losing control of it so he feels
like he is I feel guilty even though
it's not his problem or his fault that
I'm sick things happen you know we're
human but anyways so yeah I don't know
if I end up going into the hospital
I will check in with you guys and keep
you guys updated
I can't guarantee how much tomorrow
vlogging I'm gonna get just because if I
mean I know I'm gonna have to go into
the hot the doctors tomorrow if I don't
go into the hospital tonight to get on
some type of an antibiotic to kick this
out of my system so this is just not
what I need or want right now but you
gotta take what you can get right but I
hope you guys had a really good day I
really tried to do a little better on my
vlogging today and give you guys some
good footage but this evening obviously
is just up there because my daughter
needs to go to bed and she ain't going
to bed anytime soon because it's not
time for bed and this mama this mama
needs to go take a cool shower they say
to put some cool compresses on it so I
don't know how well that's gonna work
cuz I have obviously a fever I am
freezing like right now I am currently
under my blanky I have my husband's
sheets I'm wrapped all up in because I
am so cold it's just not even funny
and I was curled over there
asleep so anyways but I will check in
with you guys tomorrow
bright and shiny like I said if I end up
in the hospital I will definitely check
in with you guys no matter what and keep
you guys updated on what's going on for
sure but until then I hope you guys had
a wonderful day and I hope that you
enjoyed this vlog and I will check in
I'm gonna say that four or five times
now because my brain is just really not
there right now I like I literally have
like those jitters like I can feel
jittery but I know that's probably from
the fever but anyways okay I'm gonna
close this vlog and stop chit-chatting
and chatter chatter take care you guys
sweet dreams bye bye
